So I am very tired right now and stressed, and this will unlikely to make much sense. But for those pre-meds who are looking at medicine, be forewarned, prepare your self for the grind of it all. I had imagined medicine to be a glamorous thing, where I'd be in charge and sailing. Little did I realize how big of a hole I've dug for myself. After 2 weeks of intense cramming and more study before this, I still feel so unprepared for my finals this year. This does not bode well for my future as a doctor.
It has also made me wonder how I can ever be in charge of the well being of others when I can't even get my antibiotic classes straight at this time. Let alone the cancer drugs, and the anti-virals. Oh and don't forget the anti-psychotic drugs (my favourite....). Anyways, a little rant before I put in many more hours of cramming. This time, I really will do it differently next year.... I must think of the patients....
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