Friday, May 14, 2010

Brain Mush

I've come to realize that my brain is not what it used to be, and lets not even talk about my attention span these days. I can't believe I have to focus like this for at least another 4 years. >m< I'm going to go crazy!

Spent roughly 4 hours on wed going through clinical skills with friends and a registrar. It was extremely helpful... but since then, I have not been able to focus on anything!! And only 2 weeks until exams.

I can't believe I just typed there's "ONLY 2 weeks until exams". Usually I'd be thinking "woot, there's still 2 weeks until exam! That's a 1.5 weeks free". But life in med school is not the same as normal uni, I actually don't think I'll finish. >o< What to do?!

Ai. But I keep watching shows because my stupid brain refuses to focus, and I'm looking at random things like Wii fit Plus, which seems amazing and thankfully dad has agreed to buy it this summer. Yay! Because you know, I really really need to lose some weight. Goal? 15 lbs this summer. Yup. that's 1 pound/week. I need to work hard!! I want to be able to wear nice swim suits for once you know.

For now, back to pretending to study, although there's no one to pretend to but my self >.> now that is depressing.

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