Monday, May 25, 2009

Daydream

The interior of the restaurant was dimly lit. But the rich mahogany interior, and luxurious decorations could be made out even in the low light. Looking around self-consiously you look for someone to speak to. Hearing some voices coming from what appears to be the kitchen, you wonder whether you should knock. Or would that be bad form? Suddenly, the kitchen door swings outwards and a six feet plus blond Adonis walks out. You can see the moment when he notices you, standing in the dim foyer. What must you look like to him you wonder. Wild black hair, that refuses to stay put. Black jacket, and messenger bag clutched in your hands.

"Good evening...” he drawls, "or rather, good..."

"afternoon" you finish with him.

"That’s right.,” he says with a flicker of a smile, "what can I do for you?"

"I am just wondering whether you might be hiring at the moment."

"Do you have a resume?"

"Right here" You reach for your bag, and flips through the stack of paper until you get to the right one.

"Or a cover letter would be welcome as well."

"I have it all here."

He flips through your resume. "I will give this to my manager downstairs. What is your name by the way?"

"Angela"

"I'm Taylor"

"Nice to meet you" you smile up at him, and you shake hands. His felt warm and strong, and strangely made you fell like smiling.

You thank him, and you walk out of the restaurant into the sun with a smile on your face, and daydreaming about the nice boy you just met.

7:00 pm, your phone rings and you answer.

"Hello?"

"Hi! This is Taylor..."

Monday, May 18, 2009

Fish... lots of Fish. :P

Summer! Cannot believe it has been 3 weeks since the end of 2nd year already. It as been such a fun year. Now that it's over, I feel a little sad... next year I will be in a different university, in a different country, studying a different subject. I guess it is always very sad when we have to say goodbye to the people we care about the most.

On to less depressing topics. I have been going fishing with my dad a lot these days. I think he's slightly jealous that I usually catch bigger fish than him. :P It is actually pretty fun... unless you don't catch any that is.

Friday, July 18, 2008

DBSK Why have I fallen in love with you lyrics!!

Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou? (drama vers.) - DBSK
Doushite Kimi Wo Suki Ni Natte Shimattan Darou? (drama vers.) - DBSK



Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi ni nani mo tsutaerarenakattan darou?
Mainichi maiban tsunotteku omoi
Afuredasu kotoba, wakatteta no ni (mou todokanai)

Hajimete deatta, sono hi kara
Kimi wo shitteita ki ga shitan da
Amari ni shizen ni tokekonde shimatta futari

Doko e iku no ni mo issho de
Kimi ga iru koto ga touzen de
Bokura wa futari de otona ni natte kita
Demo kimi ga eranda no wa chigau michi

Doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Koko ni iru to, omotteta no ni (mou kanawanai)

Tokubetsu na imi wo motsu kyou wo
Shiawase kao de tatsu kyou wo
Kirei na sugata de kami sama ni chikatteru, kimi wo

Boku ja nai hito no tonari de
Shukufuku sareteru sugata wo
Boku wa dou yatte miokureba ii no darou?

Mou doushite kimi wo suki ni natte shimattan darou?
Ano koro mo, bokura no koto, mou moderenai (kangaeta) mou modorenai (kangaeta)

Doushite kimi no te wo tsukami ubaenakattan darou?
Donna ni toki ga nagaretemo kimi wa zutto
Boku no yoko ni, iru hazu datta (sono mama nii)

Sore demo kimi ga boku no soba nara to itte mo
Eien ni kimi ga shiawase de iru koto
Tada negatteru
Tatoe sore ga donna ni sabishikutemo (setsunakutemo)



どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
どんなに時が流れても君はずっとここにいると思ってたのに
でも君が選んだのは違う道

どうして君に何も伝えられなかったんだろう
毎日毎晩募ってく思い
あふれ出す言葉
わかってたのに
もう届かない

はじめて出会ったその日から
君を知っていた気がしたんだ
あまりに自然に溶け込んでしまった二人

どこに行く乗りも一緒で君がいることが当然で
僕らは二人で大人になってきた
でも君が選んだのは違う道

特別な意味を持つ今日を
幸せ顔で立つ今日を
きれいな姿で神様に願ってる君を

僕じゃない人の隣で
祝福されてる姿を
僕はどうやって見送ればいいのだろう

どうして君を好きになってしまったんだろう
あの頃の僕らのこと
もう戻れない(考えた考えた)

それでも君が僕のそば離れていても
永遠に君が幸せでいること
ただ願ってる
たとえそれがどんなに寂しくても(寂しくても)



Why did I end up falling for you?

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
But you've already chosen a different path

Why couldn't I call out to you at all?
Every day and night growing emotions
And words overflow
But I realized that
They'd never reach you again

Since that day I first met you
I felt like I already knew you
You and I melded into each other so smoothly

It was natural for me to be where you were
The two of us grew up together
But you've already chosen a different path

Why did I end up falling for you?
No matter how much time has passed
I still thought you were right here
Now we can't turn back

The special meaning held by this day
Today you stood with a happy expression
You looked beautiful while praying to god

But I wasn't the one next to you
And the image of you receiving blessings
Of that how could I let go?

Why did I end up falling for you?
How we were before
We can't return to it anymore (I've thought it through, thought it through)

Why didn't I hold on to your hand?
No matter how much time has passed
You should've always been by my side (never changing)

But still, even if I'm nowhere near you anymore
I'm praying that you
May be happy for eternity
No matter how much that would make me lonely (no matter how lonely)


coded by: a-lyrics

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Woohoo! 19 and Legal!

Ah finally the long wait is over, for both my 19th birthday (yesterday) and DBSK's newest Japanese single which also came out on my bday!! very very happy about it, and the fact that they got #1 on the Oricon daily charts. I'm just sad I don't know where I can buy one.

Ahhh! I've become a total fan girl but how can I help myself? They are just so perfect!! And dorky as well. But that's why I love them so much.



Spaz! Such a great song, I can't get enough of this.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Wednesday, June 4, 2008

Yet another essay

Yes. Yet another essay I had to write. This time it was for Introductory Psychology. I have an exam for that course on Saturday, and ...er... what is the probability of me getting through 300 pages of text in two days? I'd say not likely...but then again, miracles have happened before.

I can always hope...and not sleep for two days. Sigh.

The Serial Position Curve: Analysis, Explanation, and Implications

One of the most intriguing puzzles of life is the inner working of memories. Countless scientists have attempted to unravel the mysteries of how memory is formed, stored, retrieved and in many cases, forgotten. One interesting finding about memory is the Serial Position Curve or Effect (SPC, SPE), which can be explained using developed theories and principles of memory. The study of the Serial Position Effect is important because it relates to general memory usages such as improving short-term memory, as well as translation of short-term memory into long-term memory.

The Serial Position Effect was observed by Glanzer & Cunitz (1966) when they conducted a study which presented participants with lists of items, usually 10, 15, 20, or 30 words, one at a time, after which participants were asked to recall as many words as they could. When recall was immediately after the last word, plotted results showed that the percentage of correct recall for words at the beginning and end of each list was much higher than mid-list words, giving a U-shaped graph. These results are known as the Primacy Effect (better recall of earlier words) and the Recency Effect (better recall of most recent words). However, when recall was delayed by just 15 to 30 seconds, and participants were asked to perform an interpolated task (e.g. counting) to prevent rehearsal, the Recency Effect disappeared while the Primacy Effect was still present (Passer, Smith, Atkinson, Mitchell, & Muir, 2004, p. 299). Some memory theories and principles can be applied to examine what causes these results.

Under immediate recall conditions, the resulting SPC can be divided into three sections corresponding to the proportion of recall for each item: Primacy or Primary, mid-list words, and Recency. These differences in recall percentages can be explained by applying the Duplex Memory model, which is similar to the three-stage mode of memory, in conjunction with part of the Interference Theory and active rehearsal.

The Duplex Memory model depicts memory as two distinct but interrelated sections: short-term memory (STM) and long-term memory (LTM). Short-term memory is also known as ‘working memory’ because it holds information that one is aware of at any moment, and actively processes information. There are three components of working memory: auditory (phonological loop) which is when we repeat something mentally; visual-spatial -- a mental ‘sketchpad’; and the central executive, which directs our actions by deciding how much attention to give each of the two other components and recalls long-term memory. Short-term memory lasts just around 20 seconds, and has a limited capacity of 5-9 meaningful items. Long-term memory, on the other hand is more permanent. In fact, unless the brain is damaged, it is capable of forming new long-term memories until death, and so far, research suggests that its capacity is unlimited and memories may last up to a lifetime. (Passer et al., 2004, p.296)

As stimuli enter sensory storage, they are transferred as codes into short-term memory. Typically, there are four forms of codes: visual (mental images), phonological (sound), semantic (meaning of the stimulus), and motor (physical actions). Usually the form of the code is different from the original stimulus (Passer et al., 2004, pp 296-7). For example, when learning to play a piece of music, the original stimulus is printed sheet music (visual), while the code formed is usually motor, since it is impractical to memorize the position of every note on a scale. Instead, it one usually memorizes how fingers must move to produce the correct notes. Once in the STM, rehearsal of information occurs. The code may still not be encoded and therefore forgotten, encoded and transferred into LTM, or immediately recalled. Once in the LTM, a memory can be retrieved through long-term retrieval processes, or if not reviewed, eventually forgotten (Biggs, 2008).

In the Serial Position Effect study, as the first few words in a list are shown to the participants, they have the time to repeat the words to themselves until a new word is shown. Therefore, through rehearsal, the first few words enter participants’ long-term memory. However, as the list becomes longer, there are too many words for the participants to repeat before the newest word is presented. Therefore, the new words are not encoded into the LTM, and stays in the STM. Given the short “shelf-life” of short-term memory and its limited storage, the words following the first few are quickly forgotten and “knocked-off” as new words follow. Thus, the recency effect is present when recall is immediately following the last word, as they are still lingering in the participants’ short-term memory. However, when recall is delayed, and participants are prevented from rehearsal by simple tasks such as counting, the most recent words are forgotten because they are only stored in short-term memory and are replaced by the simple task. Delayed recall does not affect the primacy effect because those words are stored in the LTM. (Passer et al., 2004, p 299)

The Interference Theory is another possible explanation for the inability to transfer more words into long-term memory. Interference occurs when we forget information as a result of other items in the LTM preventing our ability to recall it. There are two forms of interference: proactive interference and retroactive interference. Only Proactive interference may influence the Serial Position study, since it occurs when material learned in the past interfere with recall of newer material (Passer et al., 2004, p 316). Given the fact that as the list of words get longer, it becomes harder and harder to rehearse words as more are presented. Hence it is likely the earlier words are ingrained more deeply than the mid-list words. So when the participants attempt to recall mid-list words, their minds can only recall the more familiar earlier words. Retroactive interference, which is a consequence of newly acquired information interfering with the ability to recall information learned at a earlier time (Passer et al., 2004, p 316), does not apply to the Serial Position Curve, despite resembling the recency effect. This is because participants are not actually learning the new words. Rather, when recall is immediate, participants recall a fresh image of the most recent words, which have replaced preceding words in STM.

Two theories, which do not directly impact the serial position curve, but affect overall memory, are Levels of Processing and the Duel-Coding Theory. Levels of Processing in memory is the concept that the deeper a concept or piece of information is processed, the better it will be remembered (Passer et al. 2004, p 300). There are three general levels of processes. The shallowest process is Preliminary Process, which involves feature detection, such as lines, angles, colours, etc. Slightly deeper, is Pattern Recognition; i.e. do features match previous knowledge? This is the level at which words in the serial position effect study are processed, since not enough time is given to participants to do much more than recognize the words. The deepest process is semantic analysis, which focuses on the meaning of stimuli (Biggs, 2008). The Dual Coding Theory is similar in that it says that memory can be enhanced by encoding information in both verbal and visual codes. Doing so would ensure a deeper consideration for information and concepts one is learning. One way to apply the Dual Coding Theory is the Method of loci, an ancient Greek process which assigns each concept one is attempting to learn to a section in an imaginary environment (e.g. a room in a house), then taking a mental ‘walk’ through that environment and connect each concept to it’s assigned place. The Dual Coding Theory is harder to apply to abstract concepts such as feelings (Passer et al., 2004, pp 303-4).

In learning new concepts, rehearsal is also useful. There are two types of rehearsal: maintenance rehearsal, and elaborative rehearsal. Maintenance rehearsal is the simple repetition of information. This is not overly effective when trying to learn complex concepts, but still necessary when learning rudimentary things like an alphabet, or as in the case of the Serial Position study, when not enough time is given to do anything else. Elaborative rehearsal focuses on the meaning of new information or relating it to something we already know. This is more effective in transferring information to the LTM because it utilizes a deeper level of processing since it involves semantic analysis (Passer et al., 2004, p 301). Neither Dual Coding Theory nor Levels of Processing explain the Serial Position Effect because participants are not given enough time to utilize either concept.

The SPC may be viewed as a representation of what likely happens when a student crams for an exam the night before, something most students have done at least once. When cramming, one often tries to get through the material as fast as possible, simply because of the sheer volume of material that needs to be covered. In doing so, the student is unlikely to stop and think about the material because he or she is running out of time. Hence, like the participants of the study, during the exam, the student can recall the first few lessons which he or she have reviewed repeatedly, as well as the most recent, since those are still in their STM. However, the student would probably experience difficulty recalling all the material in the middle of the course.

Therefore, to form long-term memories of course material for more efficient information retrieval, it is important to spread studying over several days, and use elaborative rehearsal methods. Once all the material is encoded into long-term memory, it is important to review the material regularly to keep it fresh in your mind, as the Decay Theory suggests that with time and disuse, the physical memory trace in the nervous system fades away (Passer et al., 2004, p 316). Therefore, by keeping in mind the limitations of our memory, as shown my the Serial Position Effect, and incorporating established memory models and theories to our study habits, we can greatly improve our academic performance in terms of recalling information.

References

Biggs, TC (2008) Chapter 8 notes. Course Website.

Passer, M.W., Smith, R.E., Atkinson, M.L., Mitchell, J.B., & Muir, D.W. (2004). Psychology: Frontiers and Applications (2nd ed.). Canada: McGraw-Hill Ryerson Limited.