New years day and I can't help but feel slightly depressed. What have I done this past year? Not much really. Maybe 2011 will be my year to gain some maturity. Some substance maybe? My parents keep telling me I need to be quicker. As in speaking wise, thinking wise. But what if it's something I can't change. Maybe I just speak slower than other people and have more trouble articulating myself. Maybe if I read enough, watch enough news, practice enough, I can be what they expect.
What will 2011 be like I wonder. Will I meet a special someone, or get better grades, or start working hard? Maybe I just need more focus. Yes, that's it, focus.
